NOT A DREAM, NOT A MOVIE

Just like what I've said before, I'll be back with a new blogpost. And this time, I can say that it'll be more meaningful and witty. Finally, I got the chance to sit infront of my pc and write stuffs. I'm still planing to write few fanfics (yes I know it's for girls but I like fanfics). So here I go.

I personally like the fact that I'm starting to like my daily life. School, doing homeworks, waiting for the weekend to come, unexpected late hangouts with my siblings and such.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm really living the good life. I'm unsure if this is the life I was destined to. Not saying that I dislike it, but simply because, I'm just wondering. Most of us, towards in everything always find a little something more, though knowing that we have our own limitations. There's a thing that came up my mind, what if all of these, as of today which is happening was all a dream? What if I'm one of the casts of a great movie? What if?

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tbc

LONG OVERDUE (PLUS "SORRY") POST

Hello. If ever you're wondering why my creativity went past away, I don't have my own answer to that question. Though, I'm too busy with school works (lots of them) I can still manage to sleep tight and wake up early the next morning for another day. My life cycle, as of now revolves to school, I hate school personally, but for some reasons and we all know, that we should attend classes. Lack of blog posts and a little outdated (yes it's true) so true that I don't have any time to check One Direction and my favorite bands. But I think today, Sunday it is, it's actually raining and creativity went out of me.

First, I just want to clarify that I want to update this blog as much as possible just for you. Knowing that there are hundreds of things to update.

I'm gonna show you my everyday life cycle. Just to let you know that I still care about this blog. What am I up to? Okay here I go.

this is how (simply explains how) my life revolves now. Taking pictures, taking pictures with friends, going on a family outing, enjoying free wifi inside our classroom, improper photo shoot, discovering a new app and a whole lot more. I'm so sorry if I'm too lazy to blog. Thank you and have a great day! :)

THIS IS HOW YOU LOSE A FRIEND.....

I've been trying to keep these things inside but I really can't. I want to explode, to shout to run and be reckless even by a minute... Thats... How I feel as of today or should I say since yesterday.

I don't know how to react about this scenario, I seriously hate this feeling, everytime it comes. It really sucks everytime someone tries to do this thing on me. 

Okay, I won't tell "this person's" name. To play it safe and less mistake. I don't like giving all my emotions straight into my blog just because I hate someone. Or to make it clear, I still care about this person, it's up to "this person" whether he'll talk to me in person or not. See, this is the problem. I think having too much friends will never be the answer. You'll be unsure of who to trust, who to love and who to stay with. I, frankly speaking must admit that I shall tell you this, not because I want this person to receive hate but because this is what I feel.

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I'M IN LOVE (but not really)

I got bored and made some of these. 

HANGOUT

Hi! Yesterday we went to Daryl's house. Here are some of the photos. You can go check Daryl's instagram account instagram.com/darylbieber for more photos! I won't talk much for now so yeah. Have a great weekend everyone!

 w/ Daryl

 Daryl and Kathlyn

 w/ Kathlyn

 

I edited all the photos cause that's all I can do. Bear with me I love editing photos! :)

FRIENDS

If you would ask me, or at least tell me to write something about my friends, I can't really do it. Let me count how many friends I have, basically, I really can't.

See, I came through many places. And with that, I also met a lot of people, too many people, too many friends, too many to trust. Have you ever experienced being with your friend, going out with them with another batch of friends? You're there but you feel like you're invisible. It's like you just want to disappear and let someone take you to another place. If we will look at it, basically, too many friends can cause problems.

Frankly speaking, I, only trust four of my friends. And don't even try to ask me who they are because I won't answer back, for some reasons, I just don't want to tell you guys who they are. My mom once told me, that I should learn how to separate or group my friends, from who to trust, who to love and who to be with. Isn't it sometimes awkward to tell a person that he/she is already your bestfriend or buddy for life? Because seriously, you can't really tell who it will be, it comes naturally. Everything, comes naturally. You don't have to force yourself to be friends with someone just to take advantage of them, if you know what I mean.
It's funny how people think that having so much friends is a big advantage for them. It's really not, what's important is that you know who will stand for you until the end. Although it sounds a little bit cheesy or whatsoever, it's true. The hardest part in every friendship is that when they started changing, when they started leaving you because they're in love, leaves you because they think you're not as cool as their other friends.

I made my own promise, "don't try to be friends with them, wait for them to try to be friends with you" I don't really care if you dislike me, I'm living for myself, for my real friends, I don't have to impress you just because you're cool (but basically, you aren't).

To end this post, and just to clarify, I didn't write this to impress you, or to justify that having too many friends is not a good idea. Go over you decision and love what you're doing cause seriously, at the end of the day. The only person you can trust is yourself, no one else.

ON EDITING TEXTS AND PHOTOS

Hello. The month of June was very busy for me, and I'm sure for all of you guys too. That's why I can't really update my blog this past few weeks. So, I'll be leaving you first with these. I finally learned how to edit texts in a nice way, and edit photos too! I think I'm liking it this way, getting to know each of everything little by little. So here it is!

just a polaroid- inspired photo. That's me, Jonas and Daryl. I believe that they're my long lost siblings, lol kidding.

I also did this one to help my bestfriends (okay one of my bestfriends) for their  campaign

and this one too!

Made this for my twitter background. Yay!

and of course, the header of my blog! Ta-da!!! *insert akward hand movement/ akward face and voice*

THROWBACK

 While scrolling down to some of my photos. Found these, makes me feel like I wanna go back through these days.

 Kuya Mic, Kuya Paul and Me

 Me, Uno and Kuya Paul (again)

 Me and Faith

 Me while drinking (no just one) happy lemon drink :)

Day trip to Bicol with Ate Lani, Ate Kitkat, Ate Vham and kuya Paul (again and again) haha

Grade 7 moments with Daryl and Kathlyn

 A shot with Louanne

 All time favorite friend :)

 Jonas, Daryl and Me

 Daryl, Jonas and Me

 Daryl, Jonas and Me

 Love this shot! With Kathlyn and Daryl

 Us again!

Just me and Daryl being natural haha jk

Goodnight! :)

PEOPLE ARE PEOPLE

Summer is almost over and school year is about to start. I'm so sad because I haven't done any proper post like, a post with a deep meaning, a post with high quality pictures (but I think it will never happen cause I don't or still don't have a nice camera to use) anyways, I think I'm liking it this way, I'm starting to love how someone (or at least a certain group of people) appreciate my posts. So here I go with another one.

I'm sure most of you guys can relate to this topic.


 I must admit, that when it comes to love, I'm a sucker for it. I still don't know how to make a good impression to a certain girl, or in short to make *ligaw* it's like I still feel that I'm a kid or I'm a teenager trapped being a kid. I'm not sure how to make any relationship last. It's so hard to describe these things inside my mind, that I can't even write it here.

Although I know, that us, boys should make the first move to the girls, I'm still.... afraid. Too many things inside my mind of what will happen when I start courting her, or when I approach her. What if she'll runaway or what if she doesn't like me, that will hurt me, for sure. I'm that kind of guy who will just keep it all inside and never ever tell anyone about it. Yes, I'm shy. But that doesn't mean that I can't or I don't have the guts to tell a girl that I like her or love her. I'm the kind of guy who'll sit in front of his computer go on to his blog and throw all the things he wants to say there. But I can say that I'm more than that, though we're to far away from each other and she's from a different school (take note: I'm not trying to make any clue as much as possible).

I like her because she's on her own, she likes to sing, to talk, to attend parties. I like her because she's not that kind of girl who wears make-up. I like her because she knows how to play a musical instrument, I like her because she knows how to accept her flaws. Or in short, I like her because... she's simply herself.

Wanna know why I typed "like" instead of "love"? It's because I'm not yet sure if she likes me too, if she'll love me back. I mean in every relationship, if there's only one person who knows how to love then it won't work out. I'm afraid that I might get "busted" or something nearer than that. But I know she's nice, and she's not that kind of girl who'll play around with love.


Wow I'm too far and too deep now. I'm expecting that in any minute now she'll be laughing because I wrote this, because I'm so lame.

Anyways, I'll be leaving you with this quote I got from a tumblr photo. Enjoy! :)

"Sometimes, it's too often that the only escape is to sleep, someone will always sing for you to sleep. But always remember that, PEOPLE ARE PEOPLE AND SOMETIMES, WE CHANGE OUR MINDS"

EVERYTHING'S MEANT TO BE BROKEN

As much as I wanna try to do a proper post, I really can't. It's like, things will pop in my head, I'll try to write it, then for some reasons, it'll be all gone, as if wind blew them down. I've been looking for some inspiration, but none of them really satisfies me, I almost stared at a blank sheet of paper and for about five minutes I didn't move, but again...nothing happened, nor discovered, or even just a title for a blogpost.

This post was entitled "EVERYTHING'S MEANT TO BE BROKEN" because as I've noticed, there's a lot of people (including those who are/aren't close to me) are tweeting some "upsetting tweets". I may not be really sure what happened, but as I read it, I feel what they feel (though we're far from each other). See, if you'll open your eyes wider than wide or how wide it should be, you'll see those little things that will surely make an individual upset. It's too hard to explain but it's in my brain, I just can't figure out how will I say it not just to myself (but to everyone). You know, sometimes, it's hard to let go all of the feelings that you (*insert the name of that certain person*) made, sometimes you two made something unforgettable that it'll be stuck in your head forever. Most especially to girls (no, I'm not saying that girls are weak when it comes on letting go but...yeah) Basically, you're scared to set them free because you're too attached to them that you always forgot how to love yourself, how to appreciate, because all that's in your mind is to love, not to....appreciate.

Sometimes, it's harder to hold on than to let go. The more you try to fix it, the harder it gets, the painful it becomes. You almost try to kill yourself (or atleast you're tempted to do it) so that all of it, all of the memories will be gone, all the pain. Have you ever tried crying just to beg that person to stay? I know it sucks. I promised myself that, if someone will leave me, then let them go, I won't and I'll never run or try to let them stay, it's their decision anyway. Or in short, if you want to leave, leave just close the door, and never come back again...to me..never.

SLEEP OVER

Hello! So, as I promised I'll write a blog post with "sense and not that boring" so here I go.

Yesterday, me, together with my bestfriends Mart and Lester had our sleep over. It was  actually a one quick decision because the night before our sleep over is the only time we asked permission to our parents which is kinda funny cause we aren't sure if they'll let us go. But, on the good side, Papa agreed. So yay  It was past 8 when I arrived to Mart's house for some reason ((oh yeah ate Laine gave me an ice cream cause I visited her store because it's too near to Mart's house, so yeah I grabbed the opportunity to see her because it's been a long time since we saw each other, yeah)) going back to our main topic, I arrived there at 8 with my ice cream, hehe. Lester's basically the last one to arrive.

We decided to make Fried Oreos, so we bought stuffs and the recipe needed for that on a convenience store near them. We're not really sure about how we'll do/cook it but who knows, right?

So yeah here are SOME of the photos, yeah just some of it cause I'm too lazy to upload the photos

We aren't able to sleep the whole night (thank you wifi for keeping us up all night hah) until at exactly 5:30. we decided to go outside and get some fresh air and take pictures and yeah, do some other stuffs. Me and Lester went home after we had our breakfast Tita Tess cooked for us, talking about "eat and run" . I had so much fun and I'm sure Lester and Mart too! :-) And yeah that's all, bye!

TAKE ME BACK TO MY CHILDHOOD DAYS

Super late post. Last Saturday, we had our family outing, we had so much fun, It's like all of us went back to our childhood days! The place is very cool!

Okay, I can't talk much anymore so... I'm gonna show you all the pictures I took.

(Hey I just realized something! Some of my previous blogposts ((including this)) are so lame and I didn't work on it right. Don't worry I'll be back with some more creative and "not too lazy blogpost" hehe)

 Hi meet my ate Kitkat!

 The shorts I wore that night

 Mango with bagoong

 The coolest ride you'll ever know, the SWING.

 Just another lightpost from that house. I love this shot so much :-)

 The "lightbulb aisle"

Of course, the pool. It's too deep that we only reached the level where you can see the thread hehehe

Credits to my Instagram @micopederioo

Camera used: iPhone 4s

IT'S MISERABLE AND MAGICAL

I have to repost this blogpost because for some reasons I accidentally deleted it. I'm sure I'll get bored working on this blogpost so I'm gonna make it shorter and more quick!

Photos taken during our Recognition Day, credits to Instagram and Daryl's iPad. Me, Jonas and Daryl had so much fun while doing this, we got bored so we decided to go out and take some pictures. Here it is!

Jonas and Daryl

 Me and Daryl ((again))

 ((Akward))

 Hashtag Twinning

Annoying blogpost ender heh ((cool ha))

IT WAS ALL A DREAM

Okay so I'm gonna start this blogpost by explaining why the title's "IT WAS ALL A DREAM" I got it from the shirt I bought from Portside ((shameless plugging heh)) which says that quote and I bought it at Robinsons Galleria, it's 129php each and you should really check their store, they've got cool tees with great fabric qualities.

It was basically a not so productive day for me and my sister so we decided to go out and be refreshed even just for a while (shame on you, Philippine weather). It was supposed to be a day for my sister to get her NBI Clearance but when we got there we got surprised by the line, it's too long!


 Anyways, I'm so sleepy so I'm gonna let the pictures do the talking! Here are some of the shots.

(Oh hale instagram and iPhone for all the pictures!)

There will be a part 2 of this post, it'll be about my outfit (which is the shirt I bought) and maybe more pictures mehee.