FRIENDS

If you would ask me, or at least tell me to write something about my friends, I can't really do it. Let me count how many friends I have, basically, I really can't.

See, I came through many places. And with that, I also met a lot of people, too many people, too many friends, too many to trust. Have you ever experienced being with your friend, going out with them with another batch of friends? You're there but you feel like you're invisible. It's like you just want to disappear and let someone take you to another place. If we will look at it, basically, too many friends can cause problems.

Frankly speaking, I, only trust four of my friends. And don't even try to ask me who they are because I won't answer back, for some reasons, I just don't want to tell you guys who they are. My mom once told me, that I should learn how to separate or group my friends, from who to trust, who to love and who to be with. Isn't it sometimes awkward to tell a person that he/she is already your bestfriend or buddy for life? Because seriously, you can't really tell who it will be, it comes naturally. Everything, comes naturally. You don't have to force yourself to be friends with someone just to take advantage of them, if you know what I mean.
It's funny how people think that having so much friends is a big advantage for them. It's really not, what's important is that you know who will stand for you until the end. Although it sounds a little bit cheesy or whatsoever, it's true. The hardest part in every friendship is that when they started changing, when they started leaving you because they're in love, leaves you because they think you're not as cool as their other friends.

I made my own promise, "don't try to be friends with them, wait for them to try to be friends with you" I don't really care if you dislike me, I'm living for myself, for my real friends, I don't have to impress you just because you're cool (but basically, you aren't).

To end this post, and just to clarify, I didn't write this to impress you, or to justify that having too many friends is not a good idea. Go over you decision and love what you're doing cause seriously, at the end of the day. The only person you can trust is yourself, no one else.