EVERYTHING'S MEANT TO BE BROKEN

As much as I wanna try to do a proper post, I really can't. It's like, things will pop in my head, I'll try to write it, then for some reasons, it'll be all gone, as if wind blew them down. I've been looking for some inspiration, but none of them really satisfies me, I almost stared at a blank sheet of paper and for about five minutes I didn't move, but again...nothing happened, nor discovered, or even just a title for a blogpost.

This post was entitled "EVERYTHING'S MEANT TO BE BROKEN" because as I've noticed, there's a lot of people (including those who are/aren't close to me) are tweeting some "upsetting tweets". I may not be really sure what happened, but as I read it, I feel what they feel (though we're far from each other). See, if you'll open your eyes wider than wide or how wide it should be, you'll see those little things that will surely make an individual upset. It's too hard to explain but it's in my brain, I just can't figure out how will I say it not just to myself (but to everyone). You know, sometimes, it's hard to let go all of the feelings that you (*insert the name of that certain person*) made, sometimes you two made something unforgettable that it'll be stuck in your head forever. Most especially to girls (no, I'm not saying that girls are weak when it comes on letting go but...yeah) Basically, you're scared to set them free because you're too attached to them that you always forgot how to love yourself, how to appreciate, because all that's in your mind is to love, not to....appreciate.

Sometimes, it's harder to hold on than to let go. The more you try to fix it, the harder it gets, the painful it becomes. You almost try to kill yourself (or atleast you're tempted to do it) so that all of it, all of the memories will be gone, all the pain. Have you ever tried crying just to beg that person to stay? I know it sucks. I promised myself that, if someone will leave me, then let them go, I won't and I'll never run or try to let them stay, it's their decision anyway. Or in short, if you want to leave, leave just close the door, and never come back again...to me..never.

There are times where you need to decide between two choices. Right, or wrong. If I were you, you should go with the "wrong side" although they'll judge you, just turn your head away pretty, but anyway,you're the one who's in the wrong at the end of the day...not them.

So, to sum it all up. Don't be scared if things get broken, they're meant to be, right? Atleast you tried fixing them one time (or two). In this game, there's no winner, everyone, at the end of the day or as the night comes, will lose, no one will win.