EVERYTHING'S MEANT TO BE BROKEN

As much as I wanna try to do a proper post, I really can't. It's like, things will pop in my head, I'll try to write it, then for some reasons, it'll be all gone, as if wind blew them down. I've been looking for some inspiration, but none of them really satisfies me, I almost stared at a blank sheet of paper and for about five minutes I didn't move, but again...nothing happened, nor discovered, or even just a title for a blogpost.

This post was entitled "EVERYTHING'S MEANT TO BE BROKEN" because as I've noticed, there's a lot of people (including those who are/aren't close to me) are tweeting some "upsetting tweets". I may not be really sure what happened, but as I read it, I feel what they feel (though we're far from each other). See, if you'll open your eyes wider than wide or how wide it should be, you'll see those little things that will surely make an individual upset. It's too hard to explain but it's in my brain, I just can't figure out how will I say it not just to myself (but to everyone). You know, sometimes, it's hard to let go all of the feelings that you (*insert the name of that certain person*) made, sometimes you two made something unforgettable that it'll be stuck in your head forever. Most especially to girls (no, I'm not saying that girls are weak when it comes on letting go but...yeah) Basically, you're scared to set them free because you're too attached to them that you always forgot how to love yourself, how to appreciate, because all that's in your mind is to love, not to....appreciate.

Sometimes, it's harder to hold on than to let go. The more you try to fix it, the harder it gets, the painful it becomes. You almost try to kill yourself (or atleast you're tempted to do it) so that all of it, all of the memories will be gone, all the pain. Have you ever tried crying just to beg that person to stay? I know it sucks. I promised myself that, if someone will leave me, then let them go, I won't and I'll never run or try to let them stay, it's their decision anyway. Or in short, if you want to leave, leave just close the door, and never come back again...to me..never.

SLEEP OVER

Hello! So, as I promised I'll write a blog post with "sense and not that boring" so here I go.

Yesterday, me, together with my bestfriends Mart and Lester had our sleep over. It was  actually a one quick decision because the night before our sleep over is the only time we asked permission to our parents which is kinda funny cause we aren't sure if they'll let us go. But, on the good side, Papa agreed. So yay  It was past 8 when I arrived to Mart's house for some reason ((oh yeah ate Laine gave me an ice cream cause I visited her store because it's too near to Mart's house, so yeah I grabbed the opportunity to see her because it's been a long time since we saw each other, yeah)) going back to our main topic, I arrived there at 8 with my ice cream, hehe. Lester's basically the last one to arrive.

We decided to make Fried Oreos, so we bought stuffs and the recipe needed for that on a convenience store near them. We're not really sure about how we'll do/cook it but who knows, right?

So yeah here are SOME of the photos, yeah just some of it cause I'm too lazy to upload the photos

We aren't able to sleep the whole night (thank you wifi for keeping us up all night hah) until at exactly 5:30. we decided to go outside and get some fresh air and take pictures and yeah, do some other stuffs. Me and Lester went home after we had our breakfast Tita Tess cooked for us, talking about "eat and run" . I had so much fun and I'm sure Lester and Mart too! :-) And yeah that's all, bye!

TAKE ME BACK TO MY CHILDHOOD DAYS

Super late post. Last Saturday, we had our family outing, we had so much fun, It's like all of us went back to our childhood days! The place is very cool!

Okay, I can't talk much anymore so... I'm gonna show you all the pictures I took.

(Hey I just realized something! Some of my previous blogposts ((including this)) are so lame and I didn't work on it right. Don't worry I'll be back with some more creative and "not too lazy blogpost" hehe)

 Hi meet my ate Kitkat!

 The shorts I wore that night

 Mango with bagoong

 The coolest ride you'll ever know, the SWING.

 Just another lightpost from that house. I love this shot so much :-)

 The "lightbulb aisle"

Of course, the pool. It's too deep that we only reached the level where you can see the thread hehehe

Credits to my Instagram @micopederioo

Camera used: iPhone 4s

IT'S MISERABLE AND MAGICAL

I have to repost this blogpost because for some reasons I accidentally deleted it. I'm sure I'll get bored working on this blogpost so I'm gonna make it shorter and more quick!

Photos taken during our Recognition Day, credits to Instagram and Daryl's iPad. Me, Jonas and Daryl had so much fun while doing this, we got bored so we decided to go out and take some pictures. Here it is!

Jonas and Daryl

 Me and Daryl ((again))

 ((Akward))

 Hashtag Twinning

Annoying blogpost ender heh ((cool ha))

IT WAS ALL A DREAM

Okay so I'm gonna start this blogpost by explaining why the title's "IT WAS ALL A DREAM" I got it from the shirt I bought from Portside ((shameless plugging heh)) which says that quote and I bought it at Robinsons Galleria, it's 129php each and you should really check their store, they've got cool tees with great fabric qualities.

It was basically a not so productive day for me and my sister so we decided to go out and be refreshed even just for a while (shame on you, Philippine weather). It was supposed to be a day for my sister to get her NBI Clearance but when we got there we got surprised by the line, it's too long!


 Anyways, I'm so sleepy so I'm gonna let the pictures do the talking! Here are some of the shots.

(Oh hale instagram and iPhone for all the pictures!)

There will be a part 2 of this post, it'll be about my outfit (which is the shirt I bought) and maybe more pictures mehee.

NEW YEAR, NEW PERSPECTIVES

It's almost new year! Just 5 hours more and 2013 is here. So as a thank you for everyone, let me start with ate Laine (for those who's not familiar with her) she's the best person ever in the whole wide world (okay over kung maka-explain) thank you so much for this wonderful year! Thank you so much, so so much for everything, for going with me during fan parties, during album launch, during anniversary parties and maybe just to my daily living. Thank you so much for inspiring me everyday and defending me to my or should i say (the one and only) hater hahahaha. Thank you so much for fangirling/fanboying with me, traveling inside a bus, and just sharing things in your own store hehe. Happy new year ate Laine love you to bits! :) Second is Stef, hi stef i want you to read this blog post for you to know how happy I am to meet you. Though you told me that you are not able to come cause it's your fieldtrip, you're still there!hahaha I was surprised, that's why I wasn't prepared to give you something, that's why I took off my bracelet and I gave it to you, sucks right?hahaha hope to meet you again Stef! I wanna also thank and show my love to Angel Salcedo everyone! She's a nice girl and I gave her a present she actually told me that she hasn't removed the bracelets I gave her since that time I gave her hahaha which is cool. Also, ate Jezzie, Elaine and everyone for going with us during 1D events. Of course, my special thank you's are for my mom and dad and ate and kuya and most of all, God for letting me exist for almost 14 years.
To sum it all, a big thank you for everyone! May this awesome year be as cool as 2012 :) I'm planning to make use of the words "crafts" and "fashion" this year. I want to travel, be a photographer for a day, and whatever I can be :)

P.S. expect me to be more creative this year, lookbook anyone? hahahah

TODAY IS JUST ANOTHER DAY

Hi! It's Sunday today and I'm here at my sister's house. It's so boring but there's Internet so yay .  Anyways, some of you might notice that I rearranged my blog, new style, new font, new layout and much much more, I love my header because it's like my own handwriting hehehe (to be honest my handwriting skills are not that great) the background was customized by me, with the help of picmonkey.com same as with the header's font. Now the picture, i made it as Polaroid style same as with the other icons, yes I have my own store co-owned with ate Laine she's @pruelaine1D on twitter. My Soundcloud, yes I have my account but I don't really upload public songs all of the songs are private unless you know the secret code joke I'm kidding hehe. Still, I'm not yet contented to this style so maybe I'll rearrange it again if I have time. That's all, I'm going back to work (which is basically fanboying hehe).