NOT A DREAM, NOT A MOVIE

Just like what I've said before, I'll be back with a new blogpost. And this time, I can say that it'll be more meaningful and witty. Finally, I got the chance to sit infront of my pc and write stuffs. I'm still planing to write few fanfics (yes I know it's for girls but I like fanfics). So here I go.

I personally like the fact that I'm starting to like my daily life. School, doing homeworks, waiting for the weekend to come, unexpected late hangouts with my siblings and such.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm really living the good life. I'm unsure if this is the life I was destined to. Not saying that I dislike it, but simply because, I'm just wondering. Most of us, towards in everything always find a little something more, though knowing that we have our own limitations. There's a thing that came up my mind, what if all of these, as of today which is happening was all a dream? What if I'm one of the casts of a great movie? What if?

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tbc

LONG OVERDUE (PLUS "SORRY") POST

Hello. If ever you're wondering why my creativity went past away, I don't have my own answer to that question. Though, I'm too busy with school works (lots of them) I can still manage to sleep tight and wake up early the next morning for another day. My life cycle, as of now revolves to school, I hate school personally, but for some reasons and we all know, that we should attend classes. Lack of blog posts and a little outdated (yes it's true) so true that I don't have any time to check One Direction and my favorite bands. But I think today, Sunday it is, it's actually raining and creativity went out of me.

First, I just want to clarify that I want to update this blog as much as possible just for you. Knowing that there are hundreds of things to update.

I'm gonna show you my everyday life cycle. Just to let you know that I still care about this blog. What am I up to? Okay here I go.

this is how (simply explains how) my life revolves now. Taking pictures, taking pictures with friends, going on a family outing, enjoying free wifi inside our classroom, improper photo shoot, discovering a new app and a whole lot more. I'm so sorry if I'm too lazy to blog. Thank you and have a great day! :)

THIS IS HOW YOU LOSE A FRIEND.....

I've been trying to keep these things inside but I really can't. I want to explode, to shout to run and be reckless even by a minute... Thats... How I feel as of today or should I say since yesterday.

I don't know how to react about this scenario, I seriously hate this feeling, everytime it comes. It really sucks everytime someone tries to do this thing on me. 

Okay, I won't tell "this person's" name. To play it safe and less mistake. I don't like giving all my emotions straight into my blog just because I hate someone. Or to make it clear, I still care about this person, it's up to "this person" whether he'll talk to me in person or not. See, this is the problem. I think having too much friends will never be the answer. You'll be unsure of who to trust, who to love and who to stay with. I, frankly speaking must admit that I shall tell you this, not because I want this person to receive hate but because this is what I feel.

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I'M IN LOVE (but not really)

I got bored and made some of these. 

HANGOUT

Hi! Yesterday we went to Daryl's house. Here are some of the photos. You can go check Daryl's instagram account instagram.com/darylbieber for more photos! I won't talk much for now so yeah. Have a great weekend everyone!

 w/ Daryl

 Daryl and Kathlyn

 w/ Kathlyn

 

I edited all the photos cause that's all I can do. Bear with me I love editing photos! :)

FRIENDS

If you would ask me, or at least tell me to write something about my friends, I can't really do it. Let me count how many friends I have, basically, I really can't.

See, I came through many places. And with that, I also met a lot of people, too many people, too many friends, too many to trust. Have you ever experienced being with your friend, going out with them with another batch of friends? You're there but you feel like you're invisible. It's like you just want to disappear and let someone take you to another place. If we will look at it, basically, too many friends can cause problems.

Frankly speaking, I, only trust four of my friends. And don't even try to ask me who they are because I won't answer back, for some reasons, I just don't want to tell you guys who they are. My mom once told me, that I should learn how to separate or group my friends, from who to trust, who to love and who to be with. Isn't it sometimes awkward to tell a person that he/she is already your bestfriend or buddy for life? Because seriously, you can't really tell who it will be, it comes naturally. Everything, comes naturally. You don't have to force yourself to be friends with someone just to take advantage of them, if you know what I mean.
It's funny how people think that having so much friends is a big advantage for them. It's really not, what's important is that you know who will stand for you until the end. Although it sounds a little bit cheesy or whatsoever, it's true. The hardest part in every friendship is that when they started changing, when they started leaving you because they're in love, leaves you because they think you're not as cool as their other friends.

I made my own promise, "don't try to be friends with them, wait for them to try to be friends with you" I don't really care if you dislike me, I'm living for myself, for my real friends, I don't have to impress you just because you're cool (but basically, you aren't).

To end this post, and just to clarify, I didn't write this to impress you, or to justify that having too many friends is not a good idea. Go over you decision and love what you're doing cause seriously, at the end of the day. The only person you can trust is yourself, no one else.

ON EDITING TEXTS AND PHOTOS

Hello. The month of June was very busy for me, and I'm sure for all of you guys too. That's why I can't really update my blog this past few weeks. So, I'll be leaving you first with these. I finally learned how to edit texts in a nice way, and edit photos too! I think I'm liking it this way, getting to know each of everything little by little. So here it is!

just a polaroid- inspired photo. That's me, Jonas and Daryl. I believe that they're my long lost siblings, lol kidding.

I also did this one to help my bestfriends (okay one of my bestfriends) for their  campaign

and this one too!

Made this for my twitter background. Yay!

and of course, the header of my blog! Ta-da!!! *insert akward hand movement/ akward face and voice*